I like painting pictures with my words … I like to speak from the depth of my soul spilling feelings until the story is told … I dig that shit – I like feeling the energy When I give you me … and its all about me … telling you … about me … Wit’ [...]

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  You’ve turned your back on me You no longer see who I am Because I am no longer who you THOUGHT You saw … My affliction has totally fucked with your addiction To me So you run Cause God forbid I not be what you see In your mind This parting was an inevitability [...]

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  You use to inspire me … You use to have my back and had a knack for taking me with you … wherever you went In my mind you could do no wrong … You use to move me … You made me feel safe I was able to say what I wanted when [...]

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    I think that when you see the whole truth and nothing but the truth You will find that I am not FLAW proof I’m guessing … That when I give of me there will be a search for reciprocity and it just wont be found From the great “I am” to the  “you [...]

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Hey now!  … Look at us! We are strong Play long Love hard … Even when done wrong … Look at us! We mean well … Walk through hell … and back And still stand … Ha … You see we? We doubt … but still trust … get shifted pushed … and pulled … [...]

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  Since inception you’ve lived in deception Unable to handle the truth I love you always … And I’ll be there the days when it seems none will stand for you But ur love 4 me is … covert With discomfort so overt I just say … thats how you are. I’ve been warned about [...]

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Don’t talk to me … Don’t ask me how I’m doing When we both know you dont care Don’t ask me why I decided to leave When you didnt talk to me when I was there Don’t ask me whats new in my life Just so you can offer the same from yours I’ll be [...]

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Because the light that I carry Sometimes gets to heavy … I am scared Because when my light goes dim I am too proud to “plug in” I am afraid I fear that … when this test run is done And I get my true light I just might … Outshine others OR Not be [...]

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  I am not a fighter … I am just one woman wanting to continue to control what I think to be mine – But I don’t fight It’s natural … its embedded within me … NOT to let be … control taken by he SO … laying beneath him … bucking turning twisting pushing [...]

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Time Time Yesterday. I dreamed I died … a crash so violent – I felt the cars collide. As I lay there in my … “half wake, half dead state” Thoughts of you drifted through my head of all the things I never said – Like The story I mentally wrote of us … with [...]

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But They Think They Know You I sit idley by in “review” mode Watching as the story unfolds Wishing that I could be as “effected – yet not Like you say you are Yet something doesn’t allow me to step back that far. I’m knowing and loving the man that’s within. But sometimes it’s hard [...]

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I Am Here When you saw me … you had to know me You had to know who I was then … You wanted to get to the essence of me See through to the real me But … that was back when Back when I was content to stand alone And I still can [...]

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Today Today I cried Not quite sure why But today I cried Nobody died—at least no one I knew But nonetheless … I cried Today my heart broke Not quite sure why But today my heart broke Nothing anyone did—at least not on purpose But even still …my heart broke Today I loved Not sure [...]

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This Heart Come on in and have a seat I wasn’t expecting you Close the door and watch your step don’t trip over my issues Had I known you were coming I’d have cleaned up the place Not that often that I allow company into this space Wait a minute let me move this baggage [...]

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